It's 5:30 and I am supposed to meet Mike at 7:00. I am scared out of my mind. I would have called him to cancel, but I don't like to disappoint anyone so I didn't call. I was also really scared he would yell at me. Okay...so I didn't REALLY think he would yell at me. I just thought he might have a tone that would make me cry or something. He might make me cry anyway. Not sure. I can't figure out if I'm supposed to eat dinner or not. I'm worried if I eat we'll start doing the workout thing and I'll puke. However, I'm worried that because I haven't eaten much this week we'll start doing the workout thing and I'll pass out. Either way it's embarrassing.
This whole thing is embarrassing. Who let's their weight get this out of control? It's obnoxious that I am in this situation at all.
Amy called a little while ago with her voice full of excitement over this adventure. To her, it's like I'm going to be on Biggest Loser. At this weight I could qualify for Biggest Loser no problem. I do need to get some pics up here. Amy wants to come video the adventure. That might make me money on America's Funniest Videos. Especially, when Amy asks questions that I have never thought of. Example: "How long are you going to work out with him?" Really? You would have thought that was a question I had asked him. I didn't. The flippin gym is open 24/7. Will I get to come home? Will I have time to shower before work tomorrow?
This is a short blog for now. because I am really terrified...more to come in a few hours.
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